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Well i've deleted my Myspace... finally.... although as much as i hated myspace, this is still gonna be tough, because nobody's gonna follow me here, so i essentially just left all my friends behind... yep... well I guess a true friend will come and say hi... we'll just see how many fakes we have out there then...
So I have exams this week... i took 3 of em yesterday and i'm taking 2 more tomarrow... i got today off ... but ya, i've got english and math tomarrow... english will be easy and i dont think math will be too bad either, cause most of its gonna be proofs and i'm not bad at those lol....
So me, cooper and jacob were chased around church by the devil and his minions today... it was freaky... lol
i wanna see Children of Men... it looks good...
As for my life in general, i've been good... i'm kind of confused.... i need to go to my bible for guidance... i've found God to be the only true leader and honest leader.... humans are corrupted too easily... but anyway, leaving myspace, and i'm getting closer and closer to leaving the church, its been like i'm leaving everything behind, and worse yet, i'm not going anywhere to replace it.... so i dont really know what i'm doing right now... i know i need to start over with some things, and lose some things in my life (like myspace) but it seems like i'm just destroying my comfort zones, and i have no safe place to be anymore.....I've told myself that i'm strong, and i'm trying to stay strong, but like i said, it seems like i'm getting rid of everything i've known and loved, and leaving myself out in the bitter cold to survive.... but at the same time i know i have to go through with all of this....
okay its midnight, and my shirt is off and the fan is on... its for noise, but its still making my room cold, plus i dont think my windows doing a very good job of keeping the cold air out *looks at window which is wide open*... ya... i'm freezing... i'm gonna go back and hide under my covers, for it seems like my bed is all the comfort i have left in this world....
Here's a cool picture to close this out --
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